For the past 9 days I have been sweating that my period was late, but mother nature must have smiled on me for a change and just as I was heading to my doctor this morning I was greeted with my monthly friend. When I had finally plucked up the courage to tell Drew that my period had arrived he got upset, I am still not exactly sure why he got upset. I guess he thinks that by me being pregnant without trying takes a lot of pressure of us and we would be softly forced into learning to deal with our grief. I personally was pleased that my period arrived as I want to make sure that I have done everything possible to make sure I have not done anything which might risk losing another child. If something bad does happens when we do try again then so be it but at least I can rest easy knowing that I didn’t cause the loss. I also want to make sure that my tumor is under control which it isn’t at the moment so yes it was a bittersweet moment for me this morning. I know we will be and deserve to be parents to living children one day but gee it is going to be a scary time for us when it does happen. So many emotions to experience. Now I just have to wait until 23rd May to see my specialist and go from there before thinking about this again…hopefully!
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