Well my week only gets better. Blood test results phone call ended drastically. Prolactin gone up from 342 to 714 in just two weeks. Specialist says wait one more month and if December bloods are worse I will need to go bad on my tumour medication. Bloody thing. Sometimes I think I should just get the damn thing removed but I am more scared of a failed procedure and ending up blind and on tablets for the rest of my life to compensate for missing hormones than just taking a tablet everyday for the rest of my life. Here’s hoping for good test results in Dec. That would be a nice xmas present. Xmas joy joy, can’t wait for that… another reminder that we don’t have our son with us to open presents and enjoy the expressions on his face when he sees Santa and send photos in xmas cards to our friends and family. That is one of the many reasons I don’t do xmas cards anymore, don’t be offended, it’s nothing personal about our friendships, it is just easeir not to so that it is less pain at this terrible time of the year. We may put up a tree this year, it wasn’t an option last year, too hard… especially when we will find the balls we had made with our names – Drew, Cindy & Bubby the year before last.
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